Loneliness boasts it's very best in my heart...
No one to hang around, no one to be with
Screaming till you listen,
Come and share with me..
For, I am alone and need your kindness..
Someone, anyone blow in to me…
Stop blowing around me for I am sick..
Sick of letting people go..
Knowing tomorrow would be the same,
I am wasting my time thinking,
I am here, here without you..
Waiting till you knock in to my hopeless heart..
Come and share with me..
For, I am messing my life without you..
Hoping you would come soon…
I am waiting…. Waiting for you…
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
How i feel today!
I can’t express my emptiness in words and neither feels the pain that cuffing my heart every minute. What did I do? Do I deserve to stay hurt? These questions retain in my heart and repeatedly ask myself. No answer comes back, and I screw things up better.
I just want someone to understand me, my condition, my suffering that people have caused me. Why do people play with my trust, my faith and understanding? Why me? Today I’m left alone. A loner with a lost heart wandering on clueless thoughts. A loner who has lost the faith in humanity and no reason to die. I did and always do the best for the people I care. What do I expect in return? Nothing! But why do people hurt me, I don’t want that! I don’t want anything. May be I’ve hurt all you guys, but GOD is my only hope and I swear by him I didn’t do them intentionally. And I’m really sorry; I would do anything to rectify what I’ve done.
No one knows the best of me and no one will!
May be it’s me, all my fault. May be i over trusted people. Even though I knew what’s going under I never wanted to believe them. I trusted lies knowing that it’s a mistake I’m committing again and again. I just couldn’t help it because I care and love all you guys. Still, I would do anything for the people I care, I just can’t help myself!
I've reached the bottom of my life, i was hurt! No one can pull me down, no one can hurt me better!
I’ve no one, no one to return to. God! you are my only hope. I trust you because I know you will always pull me out of the biggest crisis of my life. You’re the only person who can see all that I’m going through and can hear all those words that are being spoken to me!
I just want someone to understand me, my condition, my suffering that people have caused me. Why do people play with my trust, my faith and understanding? Why me? Today I’m left alone. A loner with a lost heart wandering on clueless thoughts. A loner who has lost the faith in humanity and no reason to die. I did and always do the best for the people I care. What do I expect in return? Nothing! But why do people hurt me, I don’t want that! I don’t want anything. May be I’ve hurt all you guys, but GOD is my only hope and I swear by him I didn’t do them intentionally. And I’m really sorry; I would do anything to rectify what I’ve done.
No one knows the best of me and no one will!
May be it’s me, all my fault. May be i over trusted people. Even though I knew what’s going under I never wanted to believe them. I trusted lies knowing that it’s a mistake I’m committing again and again. I just couldn’t help it because I care and love all you guys. Still, I would do anything for the people I care, I just can’t help myself!
I've reached the bottom of my life, i was hurt! No one can pull me down, no one can hurt me better!
I’ve no one, no one to return to. God! you are my only hope. I trust you because I know you will always pull me out of the biggest crisis of my life. You’re the only person who can see all that I’m going through and can hear all those words that are being spoken to me!
What am i
It’s natural to love your own self than anything else..
You only have YOU,
I wasn’t blind,
But I loved others more than myself..
I helped others to please my self,
But where did I end?
Now I hate my own life!
The people who taught me to love my own self,
Now had turn their back over me,
Making my only option to hate my own life…
One question struggles’ in my head giving
me three answer to chose from,
1. To love my self
2. To love others
3. To hate my self
But what is the question?
The question remain as it is!
What ever happens! i am, what i am!
Any one can drop by and do what ever they want!!
Take me, use me and let me go! just like a worth less kite!!
You only have YOU,
I wasn’t blind,
But I loved others more than myself..
I helped others to please my self,
But where did I end?
Now I hate my own life!
The people who taught me to love my own self,
Now had turn their back over me,
Making my only option to hate my own life…
One question struggles’ in my head giving
me three answer to chose from,
1. To love my self
2. To love others
3. To hate my self
But what is the question?
The question remain as it is!
What ever happens! i am, what i am!
Any one can drop by and do what ever they want!!
Take me, use me and let me go! just like a worth less kite!!
where are you?
Realize where you are,
for, you cannot mark your sink without the source!
you'll realize everything is an illusion, nothing but a fantasy
Nothing is static, so the place where we stood is not where we are standing!!
We are not who we think we are,
we are some jigsaw puzzles stuck in an illusion, struggling to get out!
Stop! Listen!
Know who you are and what you are here for,
Nothing belongs to us, not even our self!
Reality screams under,
may be it's too late, may be not,
realize, and know how lucky you are!!
where are you?
for, you cannot mark your sink without the source!
you'll realize everything is an illusion, nothing but a fantasy
Nothing is static, so the place where we stood is not where we are standing!!
We are not who we think we are,
we are some jigsaw puzzles stuck in an illusion, struggling to get out!
Stop! Listen!
Know who you are and what you are here for,
Nothing belongs to us, not even our self!
Reality screams under,
may be it's too late, may be not,
realize, and know how lucky you are!!
where are you?
How lucky are we!!!
Imagination rules the mind,
What we have inside isn’t the reality!!
Spread your eyes; look at the world in another view.
See the people who are fighting for a shelter
Who’s dying without food….
Who’s searching for medications to heal them…
Who has lost the faith in humanity and god.
Uttering the words “God why have you forsaken me”
Indeed we are lucky!
Be happy with what you are and what you have!
Make the maximum out of everything,
For we can never predict our destiny…..
For we are some minds full of lust!!
No person, no spirit can satisfy us,
Till the moment comes where you have nothing to lose,
The moment where you realize how lucky you were!!!
Be hold, and know how lucky you are, before it's too late!
What we have inside isn’t the reality!!
Spread your eyes; look at the world in another view.
See the people who are fighting for a shelter
Who’s dying without food….
Who’s searching for medications to heal them…
Who has lost the faith in humanity and god.
Uttering the words “God why have you forsaken me”
Indeed we are lucky!
Be happy with what you are and what you have!
Make the maximum out of everything,
For we can never predict our destiny…..
For we are some minds full of lust!!
No person, no spirit can satisfy us,
Till the moment comes where you have nothing to lose,
The moment where you realize how lucky you were!!!
Be hold, and know how lucky you are, before it's too late!
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